This last month has been... It's just been hard. I've felt beaten down with worry about Noah, dealing with insurance, trying to find a DME company that well work with me to get Noah Real Food and being dropped by our DME company we have dealt with for the last almost 14 years. Yes you read that right. they dropped us without warning because that don't want to mess with ordering Noah's supplies for us anymore. So it's been 3 weeks since I've gotten what I need for Noah. I waited a week and called an asked where our shipment was because it usually only takes 2 days. I was told that it got cancelled because I was trying to get the Real Food Blends through them and they didn't want to deal with that. I asked to talk to a manager and I'm still waiting for that phone call....
I'm still in the process of getting all of Noah's supplies through another DME company. That means getting all his doctors to send scripts for everything we usually order. I just hope I get everything we need soon before we run out. I jsut got the word that the new company can't get the Real Food Blends for me either. Insurance will pay for it, I just don't get it. With Noah sick again, it just adds to all the stress. I'm just at my breaking point. I need something to give. I just to curl up in a ball and cry.... Life isn't suppose to be this hard. I need some time away where I can relax and not think about all this crap. Does anyone have a place on the beach I can use? HAHA wouldn't that be nice......
When I look at Noah and I see that sweet smile, it makes all worth it though.
I also couldn't do it without Scott. He's my rock.
