I'm in desperate need of some ME time. I love Noah dearly. I'm with him 24/7. I need a break. I've been feeling trapped and very alone. Is their really a world outside my window?
I want to feel alive again. I want to know what it is to be Susan. I want to feel over the moon in love with my husband again. I do love you Scott. I'm so sorry that I don't show it much. The last almost 13 years has been so hard for our family. We've had our ups and our downs. Lately I've been wondering why us? What is Noah's purpose? What does God wants me to do from here? One thing I do know is...... Noah is such a blessing. I can't imagine what our lives would be like without him.